There are some people in this world who rub you off your soul, but also give you something in rertun you can keep for yourslef for ever..

Sometimes I regret it, but most of the times I am proud of it. When I decided to leave sharif university and continue mu studies elsewhere, I knew what I wanted. I knew that I could not stand the limitations on my thoughts and educations. I wanted to learn so many things. I knew there is a lot for me in this world to learn and I could not do it in iran. I wanted to get better education on subjects other than just physics. I registered at U o T as an undergraduate. It was a long and tough way to go. But I think it eventually paid off. After all the courses I took at Univeristy, I learned a lot about myself, the world around me, people around me, religions, schools of thoughts and so many other things. I owe this maturity to my brave and decision of changing school. It broadened my views and enlarged my world, made me become a more tolerant person. I am so happy about all these and I am proud of myself.

...and my day is almost over and I have not done anything substantial.I work and go to class and work but there is nothing that catches my eye or giggles my ears or stimulates my thoughts...but tomorrow..

Tomorrow I will be done with my teaching job; such a relief. As of tomorrow I can study more efficiently and can build up a solid foundation towards on my future career more effectively.I can start a research program and can take up my subject of interest and develpe my understanding of it.I am now very happy.I am looking forward to a bright future; a future which may not come soon but will come, surely and it will be as bright as it can be...I will get what I deserve and will put as much as I can towards it.

Die Ewige wiederkehr des Gleiches

I look around, I look at people.I look at my friends...soon or late they will fall for it.There is no way around it. Everybody is. Our lifestyle, our jobs, our ideas and everything is eventually going to be repetitive. I have stubbornly tried to avoid this repetition myself but I am sure some day and some time the routines will take over my life. May be it has already. I think we have all been cursed by it. Does this really mean something? Is it really true that these routines are getting us somewhere in the end? I am not sure..but I think we human beings have been born to learn something and repeat it..I now realize that we are all bound to this and we cannot do anything about it eventually, whether we like it or not. It is very sad but it is the truth..

Hello!
Today is
August 18 2007.I starting to write in this blog.I will write my personal opinions and feelings.

Starting out!
Arna starts here!